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I wish I could be more creative right now. I mean that's what everyone wants right? To be able tp oick up a pen and just write. Pick up a brush and just paint. Maybe most importantly to pick up a camera and just film. I mean theoretically I could do all these things, but all my best ideas come at night. And sadly I don't live alone or anyone who would be accepting of my night time escapades. The floor creaks too much and I care too much about what my housemates think of me to be galevanting around late into the night. What could I even do at such a time anyway right? I mean the only one awake right now is me so movies out. Painting requires materials so since nothings open that's out. I guess the only thing left is writing. So that's why I am gracing your prescense, well at least on your screen, this fine night.
Honestly I don't know what to talk about right off the bat now I've gotten the art disscusion out of the way. I have spellchecked myself three times now and I was already right everytime, maybe that shows my low self esteem? I don't think I have low self esteem though. At least I've been telling myself that for the past five years but everytime I'm described people say I do. Sorry If that was too personal but I am going to get too personal on this blog a lot. Probably way more than I should. Actually scratch that defenitly way more than I should. I will not apoligize in the future however if something is truly worrying I will put trigger warnings near the tags but for now I truly see that as not necessary. What is the internet for if not over sharing?
That should be good for right now. There will be much more long and coherent blog posts in the future however it is four in the morning and I need to sleep. By the way this is also a template for now so until I can code with my coding partner, as I can barely grasp html, it is imperitive that I keep it like this for copying purposes so things will look and read a little weird and I am sorry about that. Goodnight my friend I would say I love you but that would be a lie. I still however wish you sweet dreams into never ever land. Goodnight
Album listened to while writing: "velocity : design : comfort - Sweet Trip"
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